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okay. today was a sucky day agains. i mean, i dread school nowadays.
early morning, mr feng kaoz there. saying we gossiping, never shoot ball. we did shoot and never gossip. but. sihui was the first to brighten my day today. ((: love you girl.

chinese was fine. i enjoyed it. and next is english. it sucks. the teacher teach us literature. and she scolded bad words. let that also can be teacher? i doubt so. maybe the school is blind. and she shouted at my ear and i shouted back. too bad. as i was already boiling mad and she still shout. ok. recess. i walked with alicia, emerlyn and sarah. and we were like talking about weiloong yesterday in gb. alicia and i were telling emerlyn about the side of what weiloong tell us. sarah listen. and its like no secret right? after about 6 minutes, she asked emerlyn, " can i listen? " then we were like dont want to reply. as you already listen for so long, now then asked. we never answer, you also continue listening. if we say no, what will you do? if we say yes, what will you do? and, yesterday when we want to talk in private, alicia, emerlyn and me. or yvonne and eliza. or any arrangements, you came and disturb. and invade the privacy. and its like, why didnt you asked yesterday? asked us " can i listen? " maybe you should asked about it yesterday.

and when today. you keep asking us the same question alot of times. its so irritating. so freak up. i mean, i seldom use this word. but. you know, its like, you asked once, we answered you, you asked again. and its really freaking us all up. you know, once is enough. and twice is still FINE. and third is IRRITATING.

geography lesson. i kind of enjoyed it. we took back out geography marks. i got very low. 16/25. then this time, you know about emerlyn's results, knew she just pass, and when sihui asked you, you turned and look at emerlyn before answering. if you lose to us, you dont talk. when you win lyn, you talk. freak. you know, all this is freaking us up. and freaking the whole gang's mood. its just so irritating. everyday, you made us to look forward to see the CHANGE in you. and at the end of the day. in our blog, except for friday, all we see is just for the WORSE. wheres the best out of the CHANCE we had given you? i dont see any. and i believe the others dont too. and, its 2 months and 6 days now. how many more days do we have to wait? i am afraid that i die before that day arrive. touch wood. no. i will live till very long. but. to me, maybe you can say i am impatient or whatever. 2 months is very long. sharks. change for better, 1 day. bad, 1 minute. so, how many better you have change?

ok. after school. you freak alicia and emerlyn off. you asked them same questions for so many times. and when i JUST say finished whatever it is, you asked. and you asked alicia and emerlyn so many times of the same questions, they are of cause IRRITATED. and when emerlyn asked you why you asked the same question so many times, you answered say cause their face no reaction. WHAT KIND OF REACTION YOU WANT? you know, from the way you said it, its like saying they are died? i mean, i was not there. but, when alicia told me, my first reaction is this. i dont want to comment more on this. and i am SICK of it. this is not the kind of FRIENDSHIP i want.

[[ you stab our hearts, HARD.
and you plastered the wound for US,
but, it will FOREVER,
leave a SCAR. ]]

and OUR wound is still healing. if it is given some care, concern and less irritated, maybe the scar will not be so obvious.

f0RebBerRs.
ii l0rve cia, lyn, eliza, v0nne, sihui, ziqian.
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